New Website for Special J Creations!

Hello again Bloggersphere!

I have finally made the move to having my own URL and Independent online store for Special J Creations. I will also be keeping the Etsy Shop going for now.

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New Online Shop Home Page Snapshot and Link for Special J Creations
I am going to use the blog feature that is built into my shop to bring it all into one place where I will also be pulling content from this site as "throwback" posts. I am keeping this wonderfully rich blogger site, too, because it has become a journal of sorts and some of it is more personal than business (especially some of the sometimes "sad poetry", thanks for reading it if you did). I may continue to update here as well, just not quite sure yet!

If you have been paying attention to what I have been up to in the past few years, you may have watched as I became somewhat successful in capturing a piece of a "dream". Realization of the dream and the never ending chase has been a helluva ride full of hard work, plenty of mistakes, love, heartbreak, loneliness, healing and rebirth - and I am sure there will be plenty more along the way.

If you are still tuned in here please feel free to give the new site a visit: www.specialjcreations.com . I welcome your feedback as well!

Thank-you so much for your love and support!

Seasons

Homecoming Peggylinda Sparklebutter

Recent Works // Winter 2016

This winter has been full of surfing, yoga, music and practicing my craft. Here are a few of the more tangible things I have created over the winter as well as a few little moments of inspiration.

Wampum Ring Mermaid Tears Moonchild Ring New Endless Wave Cuff Bracelets Big Magic Abalone Teardrop Inhale •• Exhale Rare Sea Glass Ring Cosmic Caribbean Golden Hour

The Key

the jungle

Of waning moons
and old keys
released
into a sea of trees
locks
never to be opened again
pried
from my own hands
unable
to
let
her
go
so many times
until
finally
flung
into the jungle below
I close my eyes
for not to know
her landing spot
and barely hear
the tiny clink
metal on leaves
forever gone
my key
to the door
where
love
once
lived
now stillness
rust and dirt
miles of tears
that flowed
down this hill
return
her brassy self
to the earth
minerals to minerals
loves
decomposition
savoring
the slowness
pain and beauty
letting go

Year End Thoughts...



Sometimes I write stuff up here just to get things out of my system. This is the result of a recent conversation with a good friend of mine who is an adamant carnivore. In our last conversation he was as adamant as ever, BUT he did say that he will never watch any of the factory farm footage or a movie like Earthlings because he wants to be able to continue to enjoy eating meat. Huge points for honesty and also, I know what he means because that is why I chose not to look too close - until the day I did.

The reason that I decided to turn vegan is because I finally got up the courage to delve deeply into footage and photos of the animals that I was choosing to eat and wear. I finally listened to the voice inside of me that could clearly see that the eyes of the animals in the farms looked empty, hopeless and sad. I let myself watch the things that I was terrified to look at and when I finally did, my emotional and physical reaction to what I saw was so intense that I was sick with grief for about a month. Since making the decision not to eat or wear animal products, I have been looking at less (if any) of the painful stuff and watching lots of footage of animals on farm sanctuaries. It is strikingly clear. You can see happiness and pure joie de vivre in their eyes.

Veganism is not a cult. It is not necessarily fanatical - though humans do possess the capacity to be fanatical about anything. I think that people become passionate about this because it is a huge awakening.

It is easy to make fun of vegans but that is because many times humans make fun of what we are afraid to face. We are afraid of it because we do not want to change our behavior. We KNOW that if we look at what is really going on that we will not be able to enjoy eating and wearing animals. Maybe it seems inconvenient to us. Maybe we feel we will lose a part of our culture or identity. Or maybe we just like the taste of meat, or how those leather boots look. Whatever the case, if you have that gut feeling that something is not right with the way we treat other non-human, sentient beings - even if it is just the littlest bit, I suggest listening to that voice. It is your inner child trying desperately to wake you up.

I'm not going to show you anything scary here on my website. Right here I'm going to show you something adorable and fun and show you what happy farm animals look like. But when you are done reading this, if you are feeling brave enough to examine, please consider clicking on a few of the links below.

Be strong. Dig deep. Keep Evolving.

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